rrprayerupdate

hello r&r,

there's just been a lot of ups and downs this year and that's translated to a lot of ups and downs in my relationship with God. i feel like i'm slowly crawling out of a down time, but i'm still really confused and know there are a lot of issues that i need to resolve with God. but i can honestly say that God has continued to remind me through all of this that he has me. and i cannot tell you how thankful i am for that. so as he reminds me of all that he's done for me so far and as he reminds me of how good it is to be right with God, he's slowly drawing me back into an active relationship with him. i REALLY need some quality alone time with God. i've been going to a lot of bible studies lately--one with my woman's group and one with my college group--and they've been so good for me, but each one only deepens my conviction that i need my personal time to reconnect with God. i know it's so simple, but so hard to do. so this week i've committed to waking up early so i can spend some time with God before i go to work. could you just pray that these times happen? i really just want to love God again, and for that to happen i need some quality time. so please pray for these times, that i would be open to hearing what he wants to say to me and that i would be willing to obey. you all know i'm rebellious, so please pray for this rebellious heart of mine--and that i would just fall in love with God all over again.

miss you all,